12

12 was the age when it happened.
12 was the age when it all hit me.

It came way too fast.

If I had done things different would it have been 13?
Would it have not happened at all?

12 was the age when I started to see myself as different,
12 was the age I actually saw myself.

It came way to fast.

Before that I had innocence,
that turned into insecurities.


No more barbies or prince charming
just fat thighs and dark under eyes.


I wish I could erase it all,
all of my thoughts I've had since I hit year 12.

Not everyone is friends anymore
classes get segregated into cliques.

12 is the age for every girl.
12 is the age you see the world for what it really is.

It came way too fast.

You understand all the horrid things that can happen,
as soon as you step out of the house.

You understand all the horrid things that can happen,
even inside of the house.

I wish I could go back to 11
before I understood the word reality.

AW

If Introverts Ruled the World

If introverts ruled the world there would be no wars. Everyone would stay in their comfort zone and be content. We would be comfortable in our own bodies. There would be no wanting to be anorexic model skinny. There would be no more focusing on making everybody around us happy.We would do everything to make ourselves happy. We would all be individualists.  Everyone would keep to themselves and mind there own business. 

Everyone would be at home or surrounded by nature. Most of all, there would be no tension.We wouldn't worry so much.Watching the sun go down while drinking a cup of tea from a balcony would be the highlight of every day.

All around, introverts would rule the perfect world.

Today we worry so much because money is the national anthem. Money is what we rely on. We get so caught up in money that we don't take time to appreciate the small things. The people who do appreciate the small things are truly the happiest. Money is the anthem of success. But if it is actual success you want, just be happy. We are all going to die. It doesn't matter whether you're a millionaire or rely on pennies from underneath the couch cushions. We all end up the same way. If Introverts ruled the world we would finally focus on ourselves and what makes ourselves happy. Take a tip from an introvert and rely on the small things to make you happy.