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Wednesday, May 8, 2013

The beginning of the End


So this is officially my first blog post, well maybe unofficially. After deciding between Blogger and WordPress I happened to come across the fact when I was ten I had already made a Blogger. So after finding that out I have decided to not make a new blog, and to just transform this one. Maybe one day I will look back at this post and have a sense of accomplishment because I'll know how far I've come. Or I will look back at this and laugh my bum off because of how much I've changed and wonder why I wrote this, just like we all do as we look back at old Facebook posts.

The title of this post is The Beginning of the End. 2012 was the year we were supposed to die, by the world blowing up. Now we are in 2013, that means the world didn't blow up. This isn't the end, it is the beginning of the end or you can call it pre-end. Right now it is the beginning of my end. It is the beginning of your end as well or maybe it's the middle of your end or it could be the end of your end. I don't know. I'm just telling you it is the beginning of my end. I know you are totally confused right now. I will now explain. We are all going. That is a quote from Looking For Alaska. We are all going. Do you know what that means? It is the beginning of my going. Everyone dies at one point. That point is not when you leave this earth but when someone says your name for the last time. I'm not afraid of leaving this earth, I'm afraid of dying. Code for: I want to be known, I want to start the beginning of my end. If you are afraid to die as well then get off your bum and do something about it.

I slept through half of 2013. Literally. I woke up today and realized it. Now you're probably thinking I'm joking but i'm not. One day I will tell you about my past but now i just want to focus on the present. I was reading through my Seventeen Magazine today and got to the part in the back of the book where the horoscopes are. I'm Gemini. It told me to start a blog. I decided (for once) to accomplish that. But before I started completing that task I ate breakfast. I love oatmeal but i decided to be a rebel today and eat coco krispies. Note; i'm lactose intolerant. I stuck to soy mil though. While i was consuming the most wonderful things in the world was the moment i realized i had slept for 5 months. 5 months of my life that i will never get back. I thought to myself i was going to change; i was going to start the beginning of my end. Starting this blog was just the frosting on the cake because now i get to share my journey with you. 

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